#bc i had an away day (essentially a five hour loosely structured meeting) at my internship last month and it gave me an absolutely insane
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it makes me sad that taking myself out to the cinema or a cafe or to a museum or art gallery feels so impossible >:(
#i guess the cinema would be the easiest to try bc it mainly involves sitting in the dark for two hours#but i am sooo neurotic :<#and i suppose really i just have to push myself to do it despite the horrors#(and like i now go to the gym 3-4 times a week alone which i’m pretty proud of and like it’s fine i can do it)#(but on the other hand that’s helped by the fact i can follow the exact same routine every time which is harder to replicate elsewhere)#i’m just so anxious around like my life getting so much bigger and more serious and different in t-minus one month#and it’s like a light is being thrown on all my deficiencies#esp those related to things that come so easily to lots of other people#i have a three day networking thing when i start my new job in october and it’s like i gotta get more normaler before then#bc i had an away day (essentially a five hour loosely structured meeting) at my internship last month and it gave me an absolutely insane#migraine that lasted two days almost made me throw up and successfully made me cry :)
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